two plus two is four
this is the explanation i got from jason the other night about religion.
i have had one too many cute mormon boy experiences. thats for sure. so many so that i had to send out a warning to all of my friends to “not let me date ANY more mormon boys.” so far so good.
well, that is until the other night with jason. jason is the older brother. and its hard not to look at him as such. though, by the end of the night, my perception of him had done a bit of changing.
its been quite a long while since i have been out with someone who filled my 3 boy requirements:
1. kind
2. personality
3. attraction
jason just happens to meets all 3. maybe thats why his mom always mentions him to me when i tell her that i’m not dating anyone. along with those 3 qualities, he also has the quality on the top of the do-not want list as well:
1. someone of different faith
so…..here i sit, with a clearly defined line of what can and cant be. and the reality is that 2 plus 2 should equal 4, but god has said that 1 plus 1, with him, equals 1. and though it extends past logic, and into the faith realm of believing, i choose to do so. i choose to believe.
